never felt so fucking degraded and stripped of my dignity in my life
really fucked up feeling thinking you know someone inside and out and then one day you realize that maybe you never really knew them at all
Over the years I’ve often found myself putting copious amounts of effort into every single relationship I have. While it is true that nothing is ever perfect and roads do get rocky, never did I expect to lose one of the most important people in my life in the blink of an eye. No explanations, no reasoning, nothing. I sit and wonder how you can completely erase your best friend, someone who you claim to love, from your life overnight without a word. The sitting and wondering just drags on and on because you left me without one fucking word. Its absolutely silly how much one person can affect your life, isn’t it? But then one day they just leave and you’re left with nothing.